SURVEILLANCE

Posted: May 30, 2012 in Writings

SURVEILLANCE
The night began to fall. Vincent was driving home from his office. He had an exhausting day as always. He thought he had no problems in his life at all but his thoughts were extremely problematic. With these thoughts he increased the speed of his expensive car.
When he arrived home, the dinner was ready and his children welcomed him with joyful hugs. Vincent was not a very talkative person when he was with his family. After dinner Vincent took a long bath to relax and memorized the dayhe passed. His wife Judy was waiting for him on the bed for a sleep but Vincent was supposed to revise his works on his laptop. He told his wife: “I will be back soon. I need to check something about the job. You try to sleep honey.” After he gave a kiss on Judy’s lips, he opened his laptop and took a glass of old Scotch with ice. His workplace had a fireplace and Vincent threw pieces of wood in it. Scotch and fire kept Vincent get warmer after the bath. He was still sitting with his bathrobe in front of his laptop.
Vincent opened a file named “Veronika Dernier”. He examined Veronika’s file which included her past, the medications she took and information about her family. Veronika was a 20 year old young girl about Vincent’s daughter’s age. Vincent had known the feelings and attitudes about young girls because of his daughter but Veronica’s situation was different. Despite of her age, she had very tragic and depressive experiences. She lost her mother at her early ages and her father was an alcoholic. She was exposed to violence and got raped by her father and she had lost her mother in front of her eyes. Her aunt Melinda was taking care of her. Melinda brought Veronica to Vincent for her suicidal attitudes.
It was almost 3 in the morning and Vincent’s phone hotly rang. Veronica’s aunt Melinda was calling and she begged for help with a loud voice. Veronika took all the pills which Vincent gave her and Vincent wished he had kept her under surveillance. The ambulance took Veronika to hospital and doctors washed her stomach.
Happily Veronika survived and psychologist Vincent gained an experience. He will become more interested and more sensitive with his patients.

Charles Has A Licking Problem

Posted: May 30, 2012 in Animals, Videos

Ohia – Blue Factory Flame

Posted: May 30, 2012 in Music, Videos

There is an oil painting which is painted by Vincent Van Gogh. The name of the painting is called “Starry Night”. The painting show us the beauty of the sky at night. There is a yellow, bright shining new moon on the right side of painting and the sky is dark blue. It feels like cold but the yellow moon warms our hearts. There are stars all over the sky colored silver and gold tones.Painter might be wanted to empasize a deep darkness in his point of viewto sky with drawing glorious, dark colored hill on the left side of painting. That hill is in front of the painting and it is covered very big place of painting. Under the sky, there is a village. We saw all of the houses beneath the mountains around houses. The lights are open in some of the houses. In this visuality, the sky is the most importabt issue.

Self-Confidence

Posted: May 30, 2012 in Writings

When we face with hard situations in life, it can be normal for for human beings to lose self confidence. Even though losing self confidence effects us negatively, we can develope our self confidence by following three important steps.
First of all, keeping ourselves busy with works which we are good at gives us a power and makes us feel useful and happy. When we think we are good at something, it immadiately improve our self confidence. For example; sometimes I feel depressed or do not feel self confident when I face with hard situations like taking low marks on exams or could not prapare my work excatly the way I want. In these kind of situations, I give a break for me to keep myself calm and positive. I open a music which makes me relax and I open an empty, clear page on my sketchbook. Then I start sketching on it. After I relaxed myself, I look at the drawing which I made and immadiately I gain the self confidence again because I find myself successful about this subject.
Next, we need to be people who have same interest with us. Making conversations and being in the same activities with them develope our self confidence. It makes us feel acceptable in the society. If you share the same purpose or ideas with them, they are easily affected you. Also a group of people in a larger society who are the same in some way have lots of things to do and share together. The scientific facts about relationships shows that common interests makes people closer such as best friends or beloveds.
Finally, we should learn to live with our mistakes and negative attitudes. We need to accept us as we are and take a lesson from our mistakes. We should not forget that nobody is perfect. Living with regrets causes just barriers in our lives and we need to move on with full of confidence. We need to overcome obstacles in our lives with taking ourselves in the rough. When you make a mistake or get rejected, look at mistakes as a learning experiences.
In conclution, giving time to our hobbies, being in a social life and accepting ourselves without judgement developes our self confidence.We would learn to be self confident with following these importants steps which I mentioned. Our lives will glow with proud if we had self confidence.

Smoking

Posted: May 30, 2012 in Health, Reality